A Leap of Faith

So the year is drawing to a close – just 6 more days to go. I’ve known for some time that I wouldn’t want the manifesting adventure to end after 12 months - feels like I’m only just beginning and I haven’t had a chance to really manifest anything of value yet. So would I just extend the time period and keep going or would I do something a little different?

The reframing of the experiment came on Saturday – a lethargic sloth-like day when I didn’t bother getting out of bed for hours. These days often prove to be really inspirational ones since I don’t distract myself with activity, and insights are free to flow.

Rather than simply continuing with the experiment as it was, two clear phases suddenly emerged. And interestingly they happen to relate to the manifesting methodology I created about 3 years ago. I’ve just spent a year doing something I tried to cover in one coaching session!

This last year has been all about discovery and exploration – discovering what I truly desire (from the heart) and indulging in experiences I’ve been intuitively drawn to. The new experiences have provided further insight into what is desirable and what is to be avoided. And by following intuition I believe I’ve gained access to my true desires, and further insight into, if you like, my life purpose.

There has also been other growth and change, including energetic and emotional expansion, opening of the heart, and feeling a lot more than I ever used to feel – both in terms of ecstasy and agony. This has increased my sensitivity and ability to be in the moment and really experience things.

What has occurred quite naturally is that my focus and energy is shifting – away from exploring different experiences and realities, and towards being entirely focused on publishing my first book. What has also naturally flowed is my draw to leave the caribbean and go to the states. On Sunday I received direction and clarity about where to go and when. So after a couple more hops to a couple more islands (more for practicalities than exploration) on the final day of the original 12mth timeframe I will arrive in the states.

The new phase is about creating my desired reality – bringing together what was discovered during the last year. My focus will be directed towards the book and intention setting for my day-to-day experience, and I’ll employ intuition, synchronicity and flow to guide me to the people and places to allow my desires to manifest.

To this end my first book is currently entitled Leap of Faith: Discovering the heart – which will be about opening up to the world of infinite possibilities and rather than thinking about what you want to experience and manifest, feeling it. I’ve already had much insight into how to approach it’s creation and it doesn’t involve sending out my manuscript to a long list of agents/publishers to simply have it returned unmarked. I’ve done that before and it’s boring boring boring. Anyway, I’ll see how things pan out and perhaps talk a bit more about the method later.

Until then, I’m amalgamating my personal profile and Leap of Faith page on facebook to one professional page Kirsten J Deacon. So please come and join me there and make it look like more than 2 people like me… Thank you very much! x