February 2012
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“Always know yourself as the most precious diamond - both imperfect and perfect...”
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Love it All
I’m going to share something quite deep and personal now, because we rarely do and if we did share more, we’d come to love more.
Recently I was once again faced with my deepest insecurities, and realised that certain action I’d been taking was fuelling them.
Nooooo… This simply cannot be, I thought. After all the work I’ve done on myself, what is this crap I’ve now got sight of?...
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Love your Ego
It can be a bit frustrating to hear people banging on about the ego being a bad thing.
For sure learn to differentiate between ego-driven and heart’s true desire, but to dwell in the realms of rejecting any part of yourself isn’t helpful if you want to experience total freedom and extraordinary levels of happiness.
Love without judgement is the key, and it starts with yourself. And...
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What is a New Paradigm philosophy
Following conversation with some readers recently I realised it was time to offer a more full explanation of what I mean by a New Paradigm philosophy. So here is part 1 of my description:
A New Paradigm attitude and approach to life means taking responsibility, or being accountable, for everything you experience. With the understanding and acceptance that what you experience is based on...
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“Regardless of what the truth is, it’s always more beautiful than any...”
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“Enlightened space, the place of unconditional love, cannot be achieved until and...”
– ~ Ralph Walker
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True Love
It’s amazing how you can feel you really know and understand something, and then suddenly find yourself rising to another level of awareness entirely… That overwhelming sensation of now I REALLY get it!
This is what’s been happening with my relationship with Unconditional Love today. Prompted by recent influences in my personal life, and funnily enough nothing to do with...
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Vulnerability brings power
The ability to be vulnerable is a key aspect of living in the New Paradigm. The more one is prepared to be vulnerable, the greater the opportunity to let go of old conditioning & limitations and be open to explore new possibility.
When you take a good look inside to see what you really think and feel about yourself and life, you may find the truth a little scary. It may not be what you...
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Both feet in the new
For a while I’ve felt like I’ve had one foot in the old paradigm and one in the new. It takes a while for all the reconditioning to happen to be able to embrace all aspects of new paradigm living and truly live them on a day to day basis, apply them to all relationships, and your perception of the world in every moment.
Finally I feel like I’ve got both feet here, in the new...
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January 2012
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Widen your horizons
In terms of manifesting it’s better to aim for a region than a co-ordinate, a way of life containing certain qualities rather than being so prescriptive your vision is like a stills image. Everything is always in motion, forever changing form, so coming at life with a fixed idea of what you want is the equivalent to visualising only one moment in time.
Widen your horizons and...
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A new experiment... Trading Networks
During a long car journey through the countryside today I conceived an exciting idea. I was thinking about putting together a list of services that I would exchange with at the time and the idea of a Trade Network suddenly grew out of that. Rather than define it to perfection before putting it out into the public domain I decided to throw it out there and see what happens.
A trade network...
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Intuition V Logic
The first thing I set out to do with this experiment was to learn to take guidance from my intuition. Not only that, but to do so in the face of opposing logic. I believed in infinite possibilities and I wanted to explore them. Logic stemmed from my conditioned/limited beliefs about what was possible, so logic wasn’t going to support my question. But imagination would. The key to an expanded life...
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A neat little education on the higher dimensions →
November 2011
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Where for art thou?
It’s interesting that since I’ve really hit my stride with the Creating Desired Reality phase of this manifesting adventure I’ve felt less inclined to write the blog. It’s not that there’s been nothing to share, more that the time and energy required to write a worthwhile piece is better spent on getting the most important information down in a book.
I’ve begun...
September 2011
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Double Cross
The 21 day period is drawing to a close. I thought I’d be writing like a demon morning, noon and night, but I haven’t.
A few days in I hit a bit of a crisis point. It was a moment when deepest feeling suggested nothing was going the way I wanted it to and yet intellectually I knew it wasn’t all bad. I followed the feeling anyway, and in a moment of despair silently urged the universe to throw me...
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Creative Ellipse
A few days ago I drove a stake into the ground, with force and conviction, and marked it as the time to finally take action in relation to career and earnings. First I must pour my energy into writing the books and then find contract work to cover basic living expenses and continue funding the project.
For the writing part, the tarot deck offered clear guidance in The World card – this showing...
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Alter Ego
Detoxing can be great for clearing body and mind of blocks, for emotional release and spiritual opening, as well as the obvious physical benefits. So it felt like a great way to prepare to knuckle-down to writing, to re-generate the magical creative flow I had some weeks ago, so I can finally make some decent headway on the What Happened..? series and accompanying book Discovering the Heart.
As...
August 2011
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Return to the motherland
There’s loads to share and yet for some reason I haven’t been in the space to sit down and write, even the daily journalling has fallen by the wayside. Part of this could be because I haven’t actually ‘settled’ yet, even though I’ve fully acclimatised to being back in the UK. In truth a lot has happened during the last 5 weeks, most of it wonderful…
As soon as I landed in the UK I went...
July 2011
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Synchronicity & magical opportunity
Last night, as I was talking to the friend in Sweden, the topic of coincidences came up. Coincidences is a popular word, but for what it represents I think it appears too dismissive. It rather brushes off the potential meaning behind the connection of people and events. Synchronicity is a much better word I feel, for it accepts and embraces the truth that everything is connected, leading the way...
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WatchDink has clearly been watching Diggu playing with the hose outside. Since he’s not allowed out yet, he’s created his own game at the sink. Copy cat!
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Signs and messages from the universe
I set out today with an open mind and heart, curious to know what messages I may receive. Today seems to have brought in many blasts from the past, and a strange circular message I’m yet to conclude upon.
I’d arranged to meet an old distant acquaintance not seen in almost 20 years, someone so distant I perhaps never even spoke to, now only loosely linked to by a mutual friend. These kind of meet...
June 2011
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WatchPlaying in the garden…
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What (frequency) are you on?
When I awake in the morning I always know it’s a bad idea to get straight online. Today I proved to myself why. Perhaps I’m in a more sensitive space when I first wake up and so if I pick up on something slightly low vibe then it could end up being rather contaminating. Then if my frequency lowers this may result in attracting other things that compound that state.
This morning I was...
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Premonitions
Last night as I was lying in bed attempting to sleep I found myself thinking about hurricanes and wondering whether anything was currently brewing in the Atlantic. It’s the start of the hurricane season this month and I have friends that are still on the water in the caribbean.
I’d just been reviewing my housemate’s book about his experience in Hurricane Ivan and I’m about to start editing my...
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What does being qualified really mean?
At times I’ve wondered how I could ever communicate as a professional about what I do now. Where’s my degree? What courses have I done? What qualifications do I have?
I’m in the process of reviewing last year’s journals and writing up the results of the Phase 1 of the experiment, and I found this paragraph which I rather like…
There is no course or University or...
May 2011
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The body's intelligence
A couple of day’s ago I started to get that nasty gacky feeling in the back of my throat. I thought I might be imagining it since it’s only a few weeks since I had a virus. But now I’m on my second day in bed, congested as hell and have been feeling really bloody annoyed! I have a cold again? What’s going on???
With a slightly calmer attitude I realised that last week was quite an intense one. I...
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Celestica →
To Dan ~ look forward to feeling you on the dancefloor… x
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Crystal Castles
I’ve felt drawn to stay put for the last few weeks, have a simple existence, be homely, and sit at my computer every day. I’ve become so settled I’ve almost forgotten what it’s like to be on the move discovering new things.
My time has been happily dedicated to a combination of writing, catching up with friends and family, and working with good old social media.
For the last few days I’ve been...
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By the way...
It occurred to me a few days ago, as I was updating the header on this blog, that people might be expecting to read something other than what I’m choosing to share in this space.
The nature of this blog, the content of the book, and indeed the things I choose to share on social media sites (facebook, twitter, linkedin) are all quite different. It’s always been my intention to share different...
April 2011
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Safety Dance →
I rarely surf Youtube, but my house-mate showed me this video this evening and it made me howl. It’s the kind of creative project I wish I’d thought of… Literal videos. Enjoy…:)
Scrambled
Since I’ve had a bit of time to get back up to speed online I’ve discovered some issues with this blog.
There are 2 posts from October - Making Connections & All together Now - that appear to have got corrupted making it impossible to scroll down beneath them to view other historic posts.
These posts have now been deleted and reposted in news/articles on my website, they can be...
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Say YES!
In the space of 8 days I took 4 flights to visit 3 countries. At the outset this seemed really exciting. I set off from Antigua to St Vincent on Tuesday 5th and within a few days I was getting headaches. By St Lucia it had progressed to a cold virus and by the time I’d reached Miami the following Tuesday, I’d gone deaf in one ear.
It was the descent into Miami that caused the deafness. I was...
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A symbolic gift
Back at the end of March, as I was passing through the states on my return to the caribbean, a certain chain of events led me to a luggage store in Miami airport. I wasn’t looking for new luggage, but was simply drawn in by these amazing looking suitcases – works of art, quite literally.
I chatted to Aziz, the sales guy, about the kit – genuinely interested in it’s creation. It was designed by a...
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A manifesting adventure - reframed
So the year is drawing to a close – just 6 more days to go. I’ve known for some time that I wouldn’t want the manifesting adventure to end after 12 months - feels like I’m only just beginning and I haven’t had a chance to really manifest anything of value yet. So would I just extend the time period and keep going or would I do something a little different?
The reframing of the experiment came on...
March 2011
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Swimming with stingrays
During cruise around Antigua on Stella Maris, we anchored off a tiny piece of land called Maiden island just off the north east corner of the mainland. It’s an idyllic looking strip of beach with mangroves behind, typical piece of natural caribbean. Since we’d anchored only about 400 metres from shore, and despite feeling a little nervous, I decided to swim from the boat to the beach and then go...
Dan and d' Ocean
The other night I was feeling in need of support and guidance. Thoughtful and emotional about the last few weeks and really wanting something to steer my focus. Often my Goddess cards are good for this, quite often astounding me at how spot on they are. This time I was blown away, so I wanted to share…
For the last week I’ve been in Antigua, more specifically onboard a yacht off coast of...
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Everything is now & now is everything
I’m aware there are a number of gaps in this blog, particularly the last month or so. Certain challenges have arisen and my focus and attention has never been more in the moment, and less on prior commitments. I do my best to post some sort of update online, often just a brief paragraph on facebook, but sometimes this just doesn’t feel of value or appropriate. In any case the whole story will be...
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Spark
A few days ago when I arrived in Grenada to stay with Dan he announced, ‘I’ve given up looking at your blog, you never write anything!’ Little did I know at the time that my next entry would be about him… Spark is a poem to I wrote to express my feelings, for Daniel Hemley.
Since Sat night I’ve found it impossible to express myself in words as I normally do, couldn’t...
February 2011
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I'm testing out my ability...
To write brief entries whilst on the road… to do quick little updates more often, since that was the purpose of the blog in the first place. The detail will be in the book.
So, here I am, on the road – the M4 to be specific. It’s a nice bus, with a video screen. There was plenty of time to show a decent movie but instead they showed footage of the road ahead. I mean… I can see it...
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Experiencing different realities
The internet hasn’t really played a very big part in my life during the last 3 months – hence the lack of blog entries. My laptop apparently wanted to hibernate (flashing the blue-screen of death at me countless times in the weeks before my departure) so it was banished to a cold, dark loft for the winter to do just that. I was content to write my journals and figured I’d use internet cafes or...
December 2010
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WatchFirst taste of sailing
November 2010
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Hurricane Tomas
The last two weeks has presented a completely different reality and some challenges I’d never faced before, in the form of a natural disaster and the aftermath. The southern part of St Lucia took a direct hit from Hurricane Tomas on 30th Oct. We’d been tracking a big system online for 2 days already and were semi-prepared for what was to come, the majority of the island was not.
For...
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